The Hill

Looking up the hill tonight 
When you have closed your eyes 
I wish I didn't have to make all those mistakes and be wise 
Please try to be patient and know that I'm still learning 
I'm sorry that you have to see the strength inside me burning 
 
Where are you now, angel now 
Don't you see me crying 
And I know that you can't do it all 
But you can't say your not trying 
I'm on my knees in front of him 
But he doesn't seem to see me 
But all his troubles on his mind is looking right through me 
And I'm letting myself down deciding is falling you 
And I wished that you could see I have my troubles too 
 
Lookin' at you sleeping 
I'm with a man I know 
I'm sitting here weeping while the hours pass so slow 
And I know that in the mornin' I have to let you go 
And you'll be just a man once I leave to know 
For these past few days someone I don't recognize 
This isn't all my fault 
When will you realize 
 
Lookin' at you leavin' 
I'm looking for a sign